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Sunday, November 12, 2006

This is the first entries using my laptop ...

I felt like using other people laptop .. I always use desktop ....lousy desktop ..

There is this feeling of get nervous when using the laptop and looking with my "expensive" new eyes...maybe i got humbled by lousy things since the age of stone.

Perhaps , a feeling of worries that good things don't last long.

I am that of negative person.

The few weeks just so busy with OT and my boss wan to bargain with me to stay longer on the job till they find new person.

I thought " The job will not let the newbies stay longer than 4 mths".

Who the nice person like me will stay OT everyday till average 9pm?Takes the bloody calls from callers overseas isn't easy job. Where std of eng go lish is not their cup of tea...
Btw , I am an efficient worker .. i minimise useless toking during work ... Hence people always thought i am angry when I am quiet working.

I am a workaholic ... since my emotion life is empty now.

I self praise again . It is ok . This 's my method of relieve stress.

Since I am an efficient person , i do appreciate the newest duo core processor built in my laptop.
I am just relieve that doing multi work like doing download + listening mp3+ surfing +msn +burning cds+ transfer data etc etc will not cause that "consipation " in my pc that really piss me off really .

busy this weekend , doing sort of meeting up with elva (she is disney wonder, i am on disney magic) @orchard , conicidently.

I went orchard on sat morning to have my eyes checked at mt elizabeth while she is at orchard for her french class. She called me suddenly asked me to mit up with her and her friends....hmm ..

Since she 's a half japanese blood , i really thought i can speak jap wif her. But , i forget all jap stuff niao ...so pai say hehe

i'm happy to c her again as we chat bout the things happen in our training in disney ; that life raft thing that we have to jump into the sea of bahama and swim to the over capsized raft , climb up and and pull down to the upright position. How unglam , u see our fat thigh hook up and pull our fat body up the high raft is no easy business. It is something like giving birth but without the pain . Oh no , givig birth is easier ya. It is worst that training during the airline thing where we gonna climb the raft. This time , the raft is 2 times huge and u see , under the salty sea and hot sun . we gonna wear that diving suit thing. We gik..

That 's y fellow mates from ship are gonna be forever friends.

Mr Alvaro from Chile amuse me again with "remind you that a lot of guys include me found you that you are a very good looking asian gal "..this time in net .... but this really made day ..

I can't stop that feeling of get praise to say a normal looking asian gals look good looking at their point of views. Wait till he comes here, the streets are full of fairies.

I saw a fairy last week at orchard , Vivian Chow . Gosh . . I believe a lady who is good nature at heart is a pretty lady. I also believe a hardworking lady will pay off by her looks years later on.

But now where is the guys?Recently my colleague ringing the bells , friends prompting me again and again where is my better half or they wonder if i am a L*****N.

I love X japan : This Song Call "Crucify My Love"

Crucify my love,
If my love is blind,
Crucify my love,
If it sets me free;
Never know,
never trust,
"That love should see a color;"

Crucify my love,
If it should be that way.
Swing the heartache;
Feel it inside out;
When the wind cries,
I'll say goodbye;
Tried to learn,
tried to find
To reach out for eternity;
Where's the answer?
Is this forever?

Like a river flowing to the sea,
You'll be miles away and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain -
No reason to cry

Crucify my love,

'Till the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away -
Oh, is it a crime to love?

Anonymous scribbled this at 5:26 AM...